I am starting a crop here, WordPress.com, for what aims or visions? I am still no where to up to.
For what led me here ? My envisions, endeavors, the side of me that seriously right now, no where to find. I know I’ve lost a lot of me (of who I am before ) the day I decided to pursue the present crop I’m having in front of me way back. No regrets. Years had been passing , and a voice inside me still wanting of something. Something that still no where to be find.
I just want to make it this simple. I am not that too creative to find ways to surprise you for anything you still want to have in life materialistically… In the contrary, I want to vow you this,
I promise, a life with you.
Not just a mother of our children but,
A wife to walk with you through.
I love you my Husband.
25th of September, 11am, I recieved a congratulatory message stating that I can already have my Fit to work anytime soon.
Thanks be to God Almighty, I made it with all perfect health. Truly thank you too for the undying support from my family and all the people who sent out their care and support during those days. This experience is one of a kind. Now, I am proudly shouting out load that I made it in the name of God and that I am, I am a Covid19 Survivor
Hi guys, watch out for my Isolation part 2 and 3. These were all vlogs to sum up.
It’s been 6 months since the the outbreak of the pandemic here at PH. Yet I wasn’t able to start a blog about this at all. Well, this instance might be a calling to do one, I guess. To finally accomplish what I aim too.
I am one ⚠️
I am one of the struggling nurses out there fighting too against this Pandemic that have killed million of lives all over the w🌎rld.
I am one of the million registered nurses who chose to stay in the 🏨ospi🏥als amidst this indefinite battle.
I am one of a million victims of bullied, mistreated, discriminated health care worker whether in person, in public or in social media’s.
I am one of the believer that we can stand this battle and will defeat what we ain’t see at all but kill lives.
I proclaimed that I am one of the survivor of this unclassified reign of war. So as we. We all can be and we’ll be.
I am just placing it all in general– but to chopped it up 🤔❓❔
We are all what you have read and heard from the pathetic news up to the sarcastic opinions of social media’s.
But seems am not resigning yet ⁉️
That was one of the rediculous opinions I have ever read from the different posts out there.
If we resigned, one by one, little by little, “Paano kayo?”
Sounds it wouldn’t make sense at all, but that simple tagalog form draws a lot of how even a single resigned employee might affalect the cycle of a health care team entirely.
Believe me, I have saw it all. And been witnessing more. The real ghost of the hospitals were not the dead ones, but were the lost of manpower EACH DAY.
Every opinion now a days is equal to a single letter of the word cooperation.
It’s been years since the last time I wrote about dreams…
I had a dream~
Not a song to sing ,
Neither a steps to swing–
Rather, another intimation?
It was at the end of the wedding ceremony, the scene–
There, these lovely just married 👰 ladies with their 💐💐💐, waiting
About to throw their 💐, the costum
And the one to recieve it will be the next Q👸een
Was never lucky enough to caught one
Strangely from the newly pronounced wife 👰, slowly move it sidewards~
Towards where I sat
She silently advance it towards me.
With no hesitance, I acknowledged it
Hugged her real tight with gratitide
With the thought of about to get married in a week then,
Got this sign of testament.
Just because you received
and things you don’t deserve
doesn’t mean you have to question your worth.
You are more than those. And as you start a new year, I hope you will always remember this.
Sig. Embrace it❗🧡
It’s not always about late night talks, midnight stories, and 3 AM what-ifs about life. It’s not always about sending random selfies, virtual kisses, and “I hope you’re next to me” texts.
It’s also about resting before 10 PM, getting sufficient hours of sleep, and dreaming peacefully at 3 AM. It’s also about doing household chores, talking to your pets, and eating properly on time. It’s also about reading books, taking long-showers, and doing something you love.
It’s not always about the romantic side. It’s also about celebrating self-love and little pleasures of life.
Sig. The Peace of soul.
5 things you should remember:
- Everything doesn’t concern you. Spend your energy on things that are only good for your mental health. ~ and sleeping gives out the best of all of it for me.
- Avoid conversations that could drain you. Your peace of mind is more important. ~Leaving is the new Art
- You are allowed to leave when things do not work out anymore. When situations are calling you to step away. When people make you feel unwanted. ~pause. Rewind, then past forward.
- Everyone’s words do not matter. The weight of others’ opinion could be hard to carry because heavy shoulders hinder you to keep going. ~it’s totally fine to close your ears too, buds do well when mixed with music.
- It is not selfish to breathe. Deactivate your accounts, sing out loud, and enjoy your time with yourself. Being alive could be tiring sometimes and a few hours break is needed to not lose your sanity. ~ try to not pull out yourself out of your sheet for another day. Breathe, then go to the laundry area.
Ano, first t🕕me m🧶⁉️
Sa unang pag kaka taon – –
Pangarap na t🎓gang itim,
Ay na isuot na rin 😁😁😁.
Lumipas na parang hanginn 🌪️
Abot kamay na pangarap, sa wakas ay
Natamo rin. ❤️
Nag-uumapaw na pasasalamat ay hindi na palalawigin,
Pangalan ng mga nilalang sa likod ng napintong tagumpay ay hindi na iisa-isahin.
Sapagkat ngalan ninyon’y inukit na sa pap📜l~
Inimprenta, nilimbag, tatak pasasalamat na higit kailan man ay hindi basta magmamaliw ❤️❤️😘
Continue reading “Ang T🎓gang Itim”
👐 It’s been a while since my last movie review– 🤫🤢 And must say that, for you to come up with a “Movie review”, should came straight from the button of your desire.
Just wanna share some thought way back~ 😅🤪… I was really about to make a movie review with the this so title “Meet me at St Gullen”. Hmmm👀? So confused that I can’t even utter a word to tell about the story. Which gone to a realization of – – People tend to broaden their specs of expression of this so called movie/ issue/story if it is relatable, Ika nga nila, “napapanahon”.
Well, this movie entitled “Through Day and Night” capture me due to “newsfeed demand”🤧🤣😂. (mind me, that word never exist in MerriamWebster’s. 🤭)
“Through Day and Night”, starring with Alessandra De Rosi and Paolo Contis, drawn a ♥️felt movie collaboration that genuinely fulfilled every ached of hopefuls. A story that begun with these annoying (REALLY 🤯😡) attitude of Jen, (well 🤔, it did, carried me away). And, ended with a full blown guilt inside of Ben~ oh– which can be more devastating? Leaving her badly,
Leaving your the one in her most favorite place,
Leaving your the one with her achy emotions,
Breaking your the one in her favorite Time of the day, 🌇🌅
Leaving… Her, whom you thought to be your the one both at the peak of your emotions
Or concealing a guilt…
That can never turn back time,
That can never change future,
Neither ease the seconds of the present
For where you’ll be up to, it’s now up to Y😱U.
Jen And Ben reminded us not to give up so easily and taught us to Please, please, do not make any desicions when we are at our peak of emotions.