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Still no where to find.

I am starting a crop here, WordPress.com, for what aims or visions? I am still no where to up to.
For what led me here ? My envisions, endeavors, the side of me that seriously right now, no where to find. I know I’ve lost a lot of me (of who I am before ) the day I decided to pursue the present crop I’m having in front of me way back. No regrets. Years had been passing , and a voice inside me still wanting of something. Something that still no where to be find.
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Lamentation #69

Dear Lord, I pray to ask for help in guarding Thy mouth. I know that the words Thy speak can either build community or destroy it. Thy can either speak wisdom or nonsense. It spreads either love or hate. Help Thee to be in better control of these things. Progress Thee to block out everything that is negative. Amen.

“He who guards his mouth preserves his life, But he who opens wide his lips shall have destruction” . โ€“ Proverbs 13:3 [NKJV]

Posted byAdministratorMay 30, 2019



The rooted name ‘divine’

Believe me, I don’t want to harm nor forsake you, but learn to give respect to the people you are working with–they are no less a human too.

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Lamentation #68 : A Love ๐Ÿ“œ In the Covid Ward

Dear BEe

I was wondering…

How does it feels to get near to you?

Will it’ll make me run?

Again? Away?

Or finally, towards you?

How does it feels like seeing my finger interspaces’ to be filled with yours?

Will I’ll be tickled?


How was it to be in the first time?๐Ÿ™„

How am I going to hug you?

Will you do the favor๐Ÿ˜โ“โ”

Mutual? ๐Ÿฅถ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ‘จ


How does it feels to kiss your ๐Ÿ˜˜

Yours land with min๐Ÿ’‹

Would this will bring giggle โ“

Or shyness within the 1st times.โ”

Got no idea ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ’ญ with what kind of sensation of touching you would lead me,

Will it be warmโ”โ“

Guarding, longing โœ–๏ธโ™€๏ธโŒโ™‚๏ธ

My forever.

These stuff just scares me a lot

But, thinking of you to be finally ๐Ÿก, excites me ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

I want you, N๐Ÿšซ

I Lโญ•๐Ÿ––e Y๐Ÿ”ดu โš ๏ธ



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Panaghoy 88 : Obserbahan

Pwede bang… Iba nalang?

Ano pa ba ang kulang?

May kailangan pa bang patunayan?

Ano ang iyong pamantayan?

Upang maibulalas mong– may dapat pang obserbahan?

May nahiling bang kalabisa’t

Makapag bitaw ng salita’y ganun nalamang?

Tiwala, katapatan, tunay na pagmamahal ๐Ÿ˜ฃ

Kung ika’y nababalot parin ng agam-agam…

Pwede bang… Huwag na ako at Iba nalang?

Ano pa ba ang nais mo pang malaman?

Iyo nang bigkasin kung sa wari’y mayroon paring kulang.

Lingkod mo’y walang panahon sa iyong mala-imahinasyong alinlangan

Kung sa isip mo’y hindi rin lang~

Malaya kang makakatalikod sa iyong naumpisahan.

Tapos na ang loobin ko sa mga taong balot ng panibugho,

Kapayapaan ang mithiin… โ˜น๏ธ

Tama na po.

Iyong aba’y hapo na din.


Dear Tita and Son,

I am a believer of a happily ever after. I am not a peace hunter nor a wrecker for I am the beneath of it.

Baka sakali, sa napiling litrato’y maalala mo ang dahilan ng bawat hakbang na pinlano mong tahakin patungo sa akin.

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Pandemic 2020 VS White Collars

Breaking News~


As the coronavirus spreads globally experts track the confirmed cases, deaths, recoveries through this microsite, dedicated to Covid-19 updates. All the latest news and information concerning the outbreak.

The ๐ŸŒ is speaking its stake already– A pandemic attack from this Novel Corona Virus 2019, now, known as COVID 19.

I will make you understand why we needed to level up preventive measures. shared post.COVID-19 Cases:New York
wk 1 – 2
wk 2 – 105
wk 3 – 613France
wk 1 – 12
wk 2 – 191
wk 3 – 653
wk 4 – 4,499Iran
wk 1 – 2
wk 2 – 43
wk 3 – 245
wk 4 – 4,747
wk 5 – 12,729Italy
wk 1 – 3
wk 2 – 152
wk 3 – 1,036
wk 4 – 6,362
wk 5 – 21,157Spain
wk 1 – 8
wk 3 – 674
wk 4 – 6,043India
Week 1 – 3
Week 2 – 24
Week 3 – 105The next two weeks are crucial for the Philippines.
If we take adequate precaution and break the chain then we can tide the Corona Virus Outbreak over, or else we will have a big problem, concerning especially the elderly population.This is the most critical stage and the number of confirmed cases has increased exponentially each day, like what happened in Italy between the last week of February and second week of March. If the Philippines is not able to manage this stage for the next 3 to 4 weeks then we could have confirmed cases not in hundreds but in thousands. This upcoming month is crucial.Just because schools are closed, please avoid traveling. Holidays will come next year too, so why try your luck with COVID-19 and risk the vulnerable population. Weddings, birthday parties, and reunions can wait.DON’T TRY YOUR LUCK AND THINK THAT NOTHING WILL HAPPEN TO YOU.The next 30 days will be the most crucial in the medical history of the country. Take all precautions while at home and while outside for any unavoidable work.PRECAUTION IS NOT PANIC.Be a RESPONSIBLE CITIZEN by following and educating others to remain careful for next month.May the Almighty God bless us all in these trying times.๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ™๐ŸผAmen.3.18.20

No words can really express this flare up occurence. All I know at this very
Moment is that Am scared. Scared of the possibilities this thing can do with my family, the people, the nation, the world, to me. Oh, how an out of supernatural creature can stand as a Hero for what they are protecting for? No capes. No powers. No supernatural capabilities.

How do you call ’em by the way?


There’s n๐ŸŒ words t๐ŸŒŽ describe what’s really g๐ŸŒing ๐ŸŒn in this ๐ŸŒ, all I know is that…

I am One.

Fighting both the Odds and the Even.

Genuinely, I can’t really envisage this metier ever since ~ I can’t get one’s hand on for their forever adored career until this very epoch~ just never conjured up how fulfilling this sworn profession can be!


Every fruit you’ll be greatful of from the outpouring offerings they can extend for the Code red. Gratuity for every plucky souls who’s willing to devote a Life for a further ones~

โ€œBefore I formed you in the womb I knew[a] you,
before you were born I set you apart;
I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.โ€Jeremiah 1:5

A Letter for my Co-Fronliners :

Good day dearest STARLA members๐Ÿ˜Š.First, I would like to TAP your shoulders for every Heroic contribution that you have undoubtedly shared in the hospital. Every attendance is a BIG thing for CODE RED days. I pretty know that some of you, or maybe all of you have thought of abandoning the scheduled duties or having thoughts of surrendering responsibilities from the spot of walking just to be in and off from our work place, yet all of you are still STANDING TALL. I SALUTE YOU all guys. So proud HEAD NURSE HERE. Keep it up. โค๏ธโค๏ธMag ka hiwahiwalay man tayo ng unit, proud ako that most of you are for demand ng special areas. ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘ Nakaka proud from the bottom of my hypothalamus.Nakakaiyak na. Nagtagalog na ako.Ajah. Love ‘yah all. Keep safe always. ๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ™.

I found some Videos that pay tribute to this WHITE COLLARS that were taken for granted thou,

I Am a Frontliner

I am Fronliner, by Anne Ghel


Nurse ka LANG, by Nino Santos


Shout out for this


We, are also Humans, we also need RESPECT to our PROFESSION.

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How does Pregnancy feels-looks a like ?

Well, honestly speaking ? I dont want to do pregnancy …

I can’t see myself bearing another conception inside my womb …

Am afraid I can’t anymore …

And still dont want to after all …

What makes me completely convinced and seems excitedly talking about it and perceiving another chapter of meeting pregnacy ?

–โ˜† my daughter ๐Ÿ‘งโ–ชโ–ชโ–ช who’s so excited having a baby ๐Ÿ‘ถ brother /baby sister at ๐Ÿก

In fact, am so scared hear๐Ÿ‘‚ing those words gushing from her tongue ๐Ÿ‘… that first time she attempted sharing her thoughts about it. I was like

How am I going to do that ?


Alone ?? Seriously ? Am neither Mary.

Second โ—โ—โ—

–โ˜†My future Husband~ currently not maeried yet, but, discussions about it with him makes me feel all of his ‘first times’ of chasing a family , his very own family. Enticing !

Oh, how can I fail a dreamer who’s so kind ? Who am I โ‰๏ธ๐Ÿšบโ“โ“

1950H โ—‡โ—‡โ—‡ 022720

I’ll s๐Ÿ‘€n beโ• I know that for sure.

And in me, with God being the center of all, with my family being the instruments from Him, I fear not, For He is with me–โ˜†

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Am getting Married โ—

Yes! I did say yes to his video call Proposal last December 28, 2019.

That was a tough try thou. And to sink off my mind with the up coming undated date is kinda pressuring me into the bones. (Not involving the cooking stuff yet huh!)

I was in amidst of what is what until My co-age Pop Star drew a shโ•t โ—A frendly help to consider ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜‰.


Two of the most famous couple who decided to have a lowkey and simple wedding. It shows that :

๐Ÿ’• In the world full of #WeddingGoals, there’s still a couple who doesn’t give a f*ck on what others would say to them as long as there’s an overflowing love to the both of them.

๐Ÿ’• The Important part is the “I Do” In front of the person you love. Not the fancy gowns and ceremony.

๐Ÿ’• There’s nothing wrong if Magarbo or Simple ang kasal. As long as you both want it and Kaya nyong dalawa.

๐Ÿ’• The kind of wedding doesn’t depend on your status. Hindi porket kaya at may pera kailangan bongga na, meron ding mga may kaya pero pinipili ang simple at tahimik na kasal kasi yun yung gusto nila. Ang importante sa kasal e yung gusto mo mismo hindi yung gusto ng ibang tao sa inyo.

๐Ÿ’• Practicality : Walang masama yung praktikal sa kasal. Don’t give a shit on what others would say to the both of you like “Kaya nila, Sikat sila may pera bakit nagtitipid?”. Hello? If they decided to invest their money to their future kids rather than the wedding don’t make a fuss on it. Wala kayong ambag sa buhay nila. Hindi kayo ang makikisama pag kinasal sila.

Again, the kind of wedding doesn’t depend on your status in life. Just do what you want, it doesn’t matter if bongga or simple ang magiging kasal nyo. As long as ang karahap nyo is yung taong mahal nyo at nakikita nyong kasabay nyong bumuo ng pamilyang pinapangarap nyo. Practical or not, it is still a #WeddingGoals ๐Ÿ’• #K8T ๐Ÿ’™

As it’s seatin within my reality, I’ve got to figure out things clearly ….

In a ๐ŸŒ full of loud voices, chaotic comment and endless judgements, I choose Peace~ I chose him. And to be knotted with this Man is all it’ll gonna be.


Note to Self 001

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The Secret To A Successful Marriage Is Simple: Never Stop The ‘Ligawan’

Once the โ€œI doโ€™sโ€ have been exchanged, loving your partner will be the most natural thing in the world, right? Well, marriage doesnโ€™t really work that way, and in fact, there should be a conscious effort to pursue your partner for as long as your marriage lasts. This is how it should be, says licensed marriage and family therapist associate Hannah Eaton.

Eaton, whose article was published in The Gottman Institute, says โ€œcontinual, purposeful dating and practice is not only helpful, but is central to cultivating and maintaining meaningful attunement, connection, and intimacy in romantic relationships.โ€

Eaton elaborates by giving an example of a couple who, even after 40 years into their marriage, continue to โ€œpursueโ€ each other through dance. The couple had first taken dance lessons in preparation for their daughterโ€™s wedding but continued to attend classes after.

โ€œWith practice, they continued to hone and improve their dance skills as a couple. And yet, they tapped into something far greater than dance,โ€ says Eaton.

Marriage Myths

Dancing allowed the couple to experience and integrate an idea central to healthy relationships: Healthy marriages require intentional effort and the need to pursue one another continually. However, Eaton says, many paradigms in our culture tend to overshadow the need to pursue oneโ€™s partner at every stage of the marriage. Eaton names three of these popular marriage myths.

Myth: Marriage is a destination

โ€œAnd they lived happily ever afterโ€ is a relationship ideal thatโ€™s been fed to us as children. โ€œItโ€™s confusing when our own romantic experiences fail to live up to this standard, which they almost always do,โ€ says Eaton.

Using the dancing couple as an analogy, Eaton says marriage, like dance, is a โ€œcontinually unfolding journey in which they are active participants, shaping and molding their shared reality.โ€

She adds that maintaining the practice keeps couples not only connected, but it also allows them to reach new heights and depths with one another.

Myth: Love should always feel organic in marriage

Love is a choice that each partner has to make every morning when they wake up, says Eaton. However, many Hollywood movies (and K-dramas!) have blurred this need through many predictable endings that end in hopeful closure (i.e., happily ever after).

Unlike how it is often depicted in a movie or TV romance, marriage is not always sexy or exciting or a picture of a hot pursuit where the guy wins the girl in the end or vice versa.

โ€œItโ€™s assumed that the public doesnโ€™t want to see the reality of married life: the good, the bad, and the ugly. Either way, itโ€™s doing our culture a disservice,โ€ warns Eaton.

Eaton says another paradigm โ€œripping through our culture like wildfireโ€ is the thinking that โ€œif you donโ€™t feel the love anymore, then why stick around?โ€ It is something Eaton hears all the time. But she stresses that marriage is a โ€œdecision to choose to cherish your partner, especially when you donโ€™t feel like it. Itโ€™s in these times, in particular, that your partner likely needs your love the most.

In healthy marriages, each partner wakes up in the morning, and makes the decision to purposefully practice and cultivate more love for their spouse.โ€

Myth: Courtship is only for the early years.

The dating, wooing, and flirting tend to be less and less the longer married couples stay together. Why? Our culture says these acts are only for the early years of the relationship. Once married, couples do not find dating as vital as it was during the courtship stage, says Eaton.

In time couples become busy and eventually feel that theyโ€™re just living with a roommate. While this path is understandable, it doesnโ€™t have to be this way, says Eaton. โ€œFind ways to court and pursue your partner daily. We all want to feel loved and desired, regardless of what stage we are at in our relationship.โ€

Breakfast in bed, date night, flowers are all classic gestures of courtship, but here Eaton encourages couples to experiment, explore, and be creative.

Just like the couple who are discovering profound aspects of their relationship as they continue to practice their dance, Eaton says never stop finding ways to pursue your partner no matter how long the marriage has been.

โ€œItโ€™s in these small moments of connection that our relationships flourish,โ€ she concludes.


See Original Post By DAHL D. BENNETT

I will never forget this heard one interview from a Couple answering What is the reason behind your successful Marriage? Stating–

“Simple, Hindi kami nag hiwalay

(Break up was always been out of the picture), periodโ—โ•

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My Valentine

February 13, 2010

FEB-ibig Day (Valentine’s) is just a typical Day for me in terms of spending it with a lโ—ver~That special Day was always spent extra special with my beloved FAMily, were I can’t really ask for more. A typical stroll out in the backyard, fine breakfast, lunch and dinner with Mum (whom I really used to be with from the time of my birth) and Kia (My recent everyday date). ๐Ÿ’, ๐Ÿซ,๐Ÿพ,were never my norm for the holiday. Not late until the day of Valentine.

There was this lil’ man who sent ๐Ÿ’ and ๐Ÿซ from the door of my bedroom~

Quote~ It was from My Future Hubby, asked this kid to send his presents ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿซ for me for Valentine’s. Quote.

This once in a lifetime “incident” reminds me about my long-time waited sign for My right man ~

Of whoever which that will be sending ๐Ÿ’ and ๐Ÿซ for the valentine’s, will be the Father of my child, the Husband like– exact man that I’ll be marrying~ ๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“

**Just can’t find my Blog about this sign thing thou.


Itatagalog ko nalang, nahihirapan nako ee! ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿคฃ

Ganito pala ang feeling pag may nag padala saiyo ng mga ๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ’ฎ๐Ÿต๐ŸŒน๐Ÿฅ€๐ŸŒบ๐ŸŒผ๐ŸŒทโš˜ sa ๐Ÿก mo. Hindi maipaliwanag~

Iyong tipong , wala ka nang pakielam sa mga nangyari nung papasok iyong nag dala ng bulaklak sa balwarte mo, ni sa mga ikokomento ng mga taong naka kita nito — ang alam ko lang, nag lulumundag ang ๐Ÿ’“ ko. Ang nasabi ko nga lang ay “Ang sweet ng Jowa ko๐Ÿ˜ถ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜ถ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜ถ” sabay tikom na ng ๐Ÿ‘„ k๐Ÿ’‹. Were there, all again, are Hx.

Happy Valentine’s Blogosphere !

Special mention #TFIOB

Sig. A Letter for My Airplane that is Sailing – II

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A letter for my Airplane that is Sailing – II

Dear โค,

I was never used to with these … and never thought will be~ but —

See? How powerful a ๐Ÿ’– can be ?

I thought I was already done with First Times, conveyed that to be My Last will it ever be, you eventually, unnoticeably, continuously proving me NOT! That there’s still more First Times with You, that still waiting to be unfold. ๐Ÿ˜Š (silently blushing).

While You there, clueless of this ๐Ÿ‘‡. Let me state Facts:

-You nailed a date for a Monthsary. That was my unbelievably first time!

-My phone’s wallpaper were always about Positive thoughts to surpas my days

until I confidently did it this way ๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿ‘‡

-You stood up for your Social Media Status. Thou mine is hidden, but t’ll be exposed in the right time.

-You even commanded me to place a picture of you in my wallet, the mere fact that am not doing it, really. What I have in my wallet is a card with a prayer on it placed in the photo section and some Id’s.

-You convinced me with the this tawagan na Asawa ko. And now, am used to!

-You draw this peace in me. So smooth in the feelings that I am assured. Ad will eventually, legally be~

And for that Will still be–โ˜† Am ready!

Sig. Soon